I
once possessed a green corduroy coverall. It was a gift from an uncle. I liked wearing
that thing a lot. I wanted the piece of fabric on my body immediately after my
bath everyday, all week.
Thing
was Luckey, the family dog didn’t give a fishbone what I wanted. The dog had a
problem with the green coverall. I couldn’t quite decide what pissed it off-was
it the green color or just cause it was a one-piece clothing? But I could
figure it would often work itself into a frenzy whenever I wore the outfit.
I
tried avoiding Luckey but get serious
though, how do you avoid a bitch living in the same house with you? I recollect
the day it actually bit me and left me with a scar. Right there on my left
thigh. Through the years, I’ve gotten over the shock of that moment but the
scar serves as a signature, a pointer to that once upon a time.
The
dog bite was the final word on the issue of the green coverall. I turned it
over to the care of the closet. Many waters passed under the bridge and my
fascination with the green dress waned. One day, as I was rummaging through my
stuff for no reason I can readily recall, I heard a soft, quiet voice.
“Hello, Staub.” The voice had a
rusty edge. Not a resonance you would want to relate to friendly. I was surprised and puzzled and verging the lip of
afraid. “Hello, Stauauauaubbb.”
“Who’s there?” Now I was beginning
to get chicken scared.
“A friend,” It said.
“What do you want?”
“I want to talk. I want to be your
friend,” The strange voice said. “Will you be my friend?”
I
couldn’t block out the voice but I didn’t have to buy what it was selling, did I?
“I don’t know. What do you look
like? Show me your face.” I must have felt a little like Moses talking to that
bit of burning bush. “Come out and stop hiding.”
“I am not hiding,” It said. “I’m
right here. Right in front of you.”
Somewhere
in the darkness of that closet, I saw something giving off a green glow in
short busts. It was the green coverall. But was that voice coming from beneath,
behind or within it? That I didn’t
have to wait long to find out.
“Now you see me,” It said. I sensed
something like triumph in its voice.
“Clothes don’t talk,” I said, stupefied.
Who wouldn’t have been? I was only eight.
“But they do, my boy. Sure, they do.”
It moved more like wriggled on the closet floor towards me. “Come, let me take
you beyond human misconceptions into something sweet and eternal.”
I
was afraid. Scared shitless by all I’d seen thus far. The only thing I wanted to
do was get out of that closet. Get away from it as far as possible. Get away
and never go back in there. And that’s exactly what I did. I crawled out of
that place with the middle fingers of both hands plugging my ears.
Outside
the closet and outside my bedroom, I could still hear the voice of the green
coverall. It was in my head and it wasn’t screaming or threatening me. It was
coaxing me, calling me to come back and join its fellowship. There were others
across the globe, waiting for my initiation. “You can’t run away forever!” That
one was a few decibels into the realm of a scream. But I knew it to be true. Someday,
I was going back into that closet, like the day after, and get a change of clothes.
And then, the green dress would get me.
I
thought about telling my parents about it but banished the thought as fast as
it had occurred. Adults had their mental repertoire rearranged. It happens to
the best of us. Once you hit puberty every shit beyond this realm is (roll of
drums please) superstition.
Luckey, the
family dog and I got along, just fine so long as I wasn’t donning that accursed
green fabric. Then, one day, and this time everybody was home, I forgot about
the beef between Luckey and the green thing. I went into the closet (Now that I
think about it, I believe I was drawn
to put on the cloth.) and fetched the dress then, wore it. I was so glad to
have found it and it’s a wonder I couldn’t recall why I’d tuck it so deep into
the closet.
The
dog bit me without a moment’s hesitation. The coverall had not lost its devilish
charms on Luckey. The pet I had just finished playing with bit me like I was a
stranger infringing its territory. I didn’t cry because the dog bit me. No, it
was the rage in its eyes. It was defined by cold hate, like it could have done
away with me if given the chance. I cried because I knew then, what unruly strangers
and visitors knew about our family dog. I bet it hurts to be hated even by a
dog.
After
I returned from the clinic, I got rid of the green thing, flung it deep into
the farthest corners of the closet with all the strength I could muster. And I could
hear it laughing. Cackling wildly in my head. It glowed briefly and then, it
winked out like a candle in a windstorm. It was just like it never happened.
My
next encounter with the coverall from hell happened when I was an eighth grader.
I was playing a game of cops n’ gangsters
with my brothers. Ask any kid and they’ll tell you the best games take place in
the closet. I lost myself in all that excitement, I forgot about the colossal
creeping cloak in the closet.
“Hello, Staub.” It was in my mind. Inside
my mind and was I scared? Scared as a mouse caught in a trap. That’s how scared
I was.
“Go away. You do not exist,” I said.
“I’m glad you finally saw reason and
decided to join us.”
My
mouth was dry. My tongue clung to the roof of my mouth.
“Come closer, Staub.”
“I found I couldn’t resist the pull
of evil in the piece of clothing. I obeyed and went to it.
“Put me on.”
And
that’s exactly what I did. And when I’d done that evil came and clouded my
mind.
“It’s time to deal with Luckey.”
Notes:
Tell/show the death of the dog
and how the kid got rid of the green coverall.
Did he get any help from
family?
Or did the green coverall hurt
any member of his family?
All this should reflect in the
second draft.
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